Showing posts with label doctor who. Show all posts
Showing posts with label doctor who. Show all posts

Thursday, 30 July 2015

Doctor Who IS She

Dear Sylvester McCoy,

You weren't my 'First Doctor', but it is of your tenure as the Gallifreyan in the Big Blue Box that I have the clearest childhood memories. My friends and I would ritually discuss your latest adventures on the bus to swimming lessons, and playing 'Dalek Dodge' in the creepy outside toilet block was a playground favourite. Those memories were fond, and we were sad when Doctor Who came to an end in 1989. I was unimpressed with the 1996 attempt at revival, and mourned the wobbly sets, rubber-faced aliens and dodgy special effects, and bemoaned the attempt to cast a 'sexy' actor in the role (all due apologies to Mr McGann; he just doesn't do it for me).

When the show was again revived in 2005, I approached it with as much caution as excitement, but I'm a big fan of Christopher Eccleston's work so I was always going to give it a chance. And it was incredible stuff. I loved it every bit as much as I'd loved watching you as a child - perhaps more. Then the delectable David Tennant took over and the dynamic between the Doctor and his companion suddenly became very different to what it had been when I was a child. Rose fancied the Doctor (so did I, having had a long-standing crush on Mr Tennant since my early teenage years). She fell in love with him. And he with her. Despite their separation, this shift in the dynamic of the relationship between Doctor and companion to be a romantic one continued, although Martha's love was unrequited. Donna had a more 'traditional' platonic relationship with the Doctor, but suffered the most upsetting, tragic fate ever: becoming the best person she could be, bettering the Doctor, then being forced to forget everything. David Tennant was undoubtedly a sex symbol and I don't complain about the relationship his Doctor had with Rose, or Martha, or Donna, but I hoped things might take a different turn when Matt Smith replaced him. They did, for a while, but only because Amy's heart belonged to another. Clara fell hard, and the Doctor did too. But it's simply not appropriate for an ancient alien to settle down with a twenty-something human now is it? I'm sure that's not the sort of dynamic you're so keen to protect. Step forward, Peter Capaldi.

Now, although I think it somewhat unfair to Mr Capaldi to suggest that his casting was the reason for the cessation of any romance between Clara and her Doctor, but the number of women who grumbled on social media that the Doctor was suddenly "an ugly old bloke" go some way to support the theory. The dialogue between Clara and Vastra in his very first episode, 'Deep Breath', confirms it. Clara fancied Matt Smith's Doctor. She doesn't fancy Capaldi's. And I'm glad. Series 8 marked a turning point when 'new' Doctor Who started being more like it had been when I'd first started watching it. The Doctor, no longer a young, attractive man (sorry, Peter!) was back to being a mentor rather than a mancrush.

When Peter Capaldi initially assumed the role of The Doctor, his concern that Clara was only with him because she fancied him was evident. Throughout his first series, she learns (finally!) how The Doctor was always so much more than that and she starts to appreciate him in new ways. Capaldi's Doctor reminds me so much of yours. It's one of the reasons I've enjoyed the most recent series so much.

One question I've always pondered, ever since my childhood, however is this: why is The Doctor always a man? Female Time Lords exist. Steven Moffat has, through the casting of Michelle Gomez as Missy - The Master or, rather, The Mistress, The Doctor's greatest foe - confirmed that it's possible for a male Time Lord to regenerate into a female form. A female Doctor is something he's seen as being on the cards for some time and he's been very open about it. Why are you so against the idea?

"It would ruin the dynamics between The Doctor and the assistant," you said. Did the dynamics between The Mistress and The Doctor change that much? At all? Missy is every bit the Machiavellian sociopath that Roger Delgado was. She and The Doctor have the same love/hate relationship they've always had. The dynamics between The Doctor and his 'assistants' have already changed since you played the role. It's somewhat ironic that yours paved the way for those who followed (1), given your remarks. What sort of dynamic did your Doctor have with Ace? The Doctor - your Doctor - was manipulative. Though she was by far the most realistic companion The Doctor had ever had up to that point, the first to work things out for herself rather than merely ask questions, the first to fight to protect The Doctor rather than scream helplessly for him to save her... but she was merely a pawn in one of his long games with an ancient enemy. The Doctor can't half be a bastard sometimes.

In some ways, many of The Doctor's modern companions have much in common with the 'sacrificial lamb' Bond Girl - the woman who falls hopelessly in love with Bond (usually the one already in a relationship with the bad guy) who ends up dying as a direct result of her encounter with Bond. Ace's fate depends on which version you prefer. Rose ended up trapped in a parallel universe, Martha risk her life in almost every episode. Jack was forgotten, left behind. Repeatedly. Donna saved everybody and was forced to live in a world where she was the only one who could never know about it. Amy was shot back through time. River died. People might forget that, since her last meeting with The Doctor was the first for both him and us viewers. But he showed every single one of them how to become better people. And they him. And it's here that I stop using gendered pronouns to refer to The Doctor. Because the qualities The Doctor possesses that allow that to happen aren't exclusively male.

As a long time fan of Doctor Who, the relationship between The Doctor and his (oh OK, one more time) companions has always intrigued me. It's possibly because I appreciate the insignificance of humans in the vastness of space. The idea that there is more out there beyond the solar system that we know, and the potential that we are therefore not alone. That this was not and is not the only planet capable of sustaining life. What might those other lifeforms be like? Would they wish to harm us? Despite The Doctor's tendency to be highly manipulative of them, he (last one, promise!) has a particular fondness for them. The Doctor wants to protect Earth (before it's inevitable death) and the continued existence of the human race. The Doctor's companions aren't naive, but they consistently arrive with a complete lack of awareness of their significance. Rose was a shop assistant, bored with her mundane existence. Martha didn't believe she was good enough. Donna knew she wasn't. The Doctor helped them all realise their own worth. Is that something only a man is capable of?

You describe yourself as supporting feminism but you believe that only a man is able to teach a woman (for The Doctor's companions are mainly female) her true value? Feminism challenges the very fact that men have been defining the value of women for millennia. We don't need men telling us how we can be better. This isn't to say that women can't be inspired by men, can't learn anything from men, just a plea for you to recognise that the role of teacher, mentor is not a solely male one. Perhaps your concern is harm to the romantic dynamic between Doctor and Companion? Is it the possibility that a female Doctor might form a romantic relationship with a female companion that concerns you? Or is it that you're uncomfortable with the idea of a young man forming a romantic attachment to a much older woman? Does the prospect of The Doctor being portrayed by a young, attractive by patriarchal standards woman bother you more than the role being filled by an older one? Or one not deemed attractive?

This isn't about a "cultural need" for a female Doctor, whom you compare to James Bond. You'll note that I don't say there are no comparisons between the two but I completely disagree that the characteristics of either character are exclusively male - the difference is how such characteristics are perceived in women. In the case of Bond, substance abuse, having multiple sexual partners, disobedience etc are seen as negative behaviours in women but Bond is lauded as a hero and such things are encouraged in men who wish to assert their 'maleness'. The Doctor's personality changes with each regeneration but remains broadly that of an individual in a highly privileged position who fights to protect the oppressed. As someone who claims to support feminism, you should realise that it is the fight of women against oppression and, whilst I personally welcome the support of male allies who can help break down the system of patriarchy from within, it is women's fight and we don't need (indeed many feminists do not want) men to help us. Since The Doctor's ultimate aim is to fight oppression, I wonder why you are so adamant this is something a woman couldn't do.

Steven Moffat said that "you cast a person, you don't cast the gender". That's why women have been playing Hamlet for centuries (2). What personality traits is it that you see in The Doctor that couldn't be portrayed by a women, bearing in mind that The Doctor's fundamental reason for existence is entirely unrelated to gender? Bearing in mind that The Doctor's personality is prone to change with each subsequent regeneration in any event? Peter Capaldi, who has been a fan of Doctor Who since - ooh - forever, sees a female Doctor as a possibility. Why can't you? Perhaps you share the same concerns that I do, that a female Doctor would be stereotypically female. Take The Doctor's costume, for example. Each has adapted it to fit their personality. To reflect the fact the producers wished to present the character as more enigmatic, yours wore a jumper emblazoned with question marks and carried an umbrella with one for a handle. Initially a light, casual outfit that reflected the Seventh Doctor's whimsical nature, it became darker in colour as the darker aspects of The Doctor's personality were revealed. On that evidence I don't baulk at the possibility a female Doctor might go through regular costume changes but then there's no reason why another male Doctor couldn't do this. Would a female Doctor pick a highly impractical designer frock and a pair of Jimmy Choo's as her preferred garment? Or would things take a comic turn, where someone whose entire lived existence as a man would result in series of clueless attempts to dress a body with hips and boobs? Would she rummage through The Doctor's absolutely enormous wardrobe of clothes or - horror! - make the TARDIS' first stop the nearest branch of New Look? As a woman who wears whatever the fuck she likes, I'd like to see a female Doctor who dressed a bit like me. Jeans and a t-shirt with biker boots one day, a patterned blouse and trousers with trainers the next, a vintage dress and Doctor Marten's the one after that. Heck, there are even days when I wear Converse with a massive, stripy knitted scarf and a trilby (like the Tenth, Fourth and Third Doctor's respectively). We can dress for the occasion or we can dress to suit our mood or we can do both - who says women have to wear dresses to weddings? Oh yes, men.

Doctor is a title that has no gender. Despite having been played by a man since it began, Doctor Who is not bound by the rules of gender, only the personality of the person playing the role and the imagination of the writers. The Doctor would not fundamentally change, only people's perceptions of the The Doctor. Your belief that The Doctor "is a male character" says more about your attitude than your claim to "support feminism". I note that comment was followed by the word "but". It seems all to common that anyone claiming to support anything then saying "but" doesn't really support it at all - rather like people saying they support breastfeeding "but not in public", or "but only if the mother covers up", which isn't supportive at all. It's not difficult to draw parallels between this and what you said.

I might draw a similar parallel between your argument and that against a black James Bond but at least Rush Limbaugh had the good sense to realise that he was being racist to suggest that was a bad idea. To argue that The Doctor is a "male character" is sexist. Plain and simple. You acknowledge the existence of the "glass ceilings" for women but then speak of "drawing the line" - where is the line for men? Men played Shakespeare's female roles because women were forbidden to act. Suggesting that there is ought now to be a limit on the roles women play simply because they are women is archaic and downright offensive.

You aren't the only person who seems to believe that the casting of a female Doctor would be solely to serve the interests of "political correctness" - that seems to be the feeling of a large number of people if the surveys I've seen at the end of various articles regarding your comments are anything to go by. I refer back to Steven Moffat's comment, "you cast the person, you don't cast the gender." Comments like yours, like all those who pooh-pooh the idea of a female Doctor citing "political correctness", show you don't see women as people, but just as women, with all of the associated gendered limitations. Feminism seeks to free women from those limitations. Saying The Doctor shouldn't ever be female is imposing a limitation on women. So please don't keep saying you support us, because those comments show that you don't.

Do I want you to apologise? Say you would back the casting of a female Doctor? No. You don't have to do that. If you believe it's a bad idea, then you believe that, for whatever reason and it doesn't matter if I or anyone else disagrees with you. Just don't try to defend your sexist comments by claiming to support feminism. Be Rush Limbaugh and own your prejudice.

Helen Mirren said she could name "at least ten wonderful British actresses who would absolutely kill" as The Doctor. I doubt Ms Mirren would be so self-important to include herself on that list but she'd certainly be on mine. Maxine Peake would be brilliant. Olivia Colman would too - and continue the newly established tradition of casting actors who have previously appeared in smaller roles like Freema Agyeman, Karen Gillan and Peter Capaldi (the latter two in the same episode. How awesome is that?!) Don't get me wrong, I'm not sitting here, typing away with the notion that the next Doctor should or must be female. I'm just not discounting it is a possibility like you are. Eddie Izzard would be an amazing Doctor. Phil Davis is fabulous (and he also appeared in 'The Fires of Pompeii' alongside Gillen & Capaldi, which would make for some spookily spectacular casting). But it isn't up to me to influence the process any more than it is you. I suspect Steven Moffat has an idea of where he wants The Doctor to go and he will cast the right person to take The Doctor there. That person may well be a woman. So be it. Line crossed, glass ceiling shattered. And I'll still watch Doctor Who because the nature of the relationship between Doctor and companion doesn't have to be based on the Doctor's ownership of a penis (3).

So we disagree. And that's OK. You don't have to change your opinion just to suit me. But that does mean you're not a feminist (4). So please don't say that you are or that you support us again unless you are prepared to revise your opinion. Just one final thought... what if the next Doctor is ginger? A ridiculous question, you might say. But arguing against a ginger Doctor makes about as much sense as your argument against a female one in my opinion, i.e. none at all.


Yours sincerely,

Samantha Reilly (age 36)




(3) Or penises. Two hearts... anything else he's got two of?

(4) If men do behave in ways and express views that are supportive of feminism, I don't personally take issue with them describing themselves as 'feminist', although 'feminist ally' is preferable, I understand there are circumstances when it's easier not to. Like when your Tweet is four characters too long ;)

Tuesday, 20 January 2015

Fangirling

'Fangirling' wasn't a word back when every available flat surface or my bedroom was covered in posters (yes, even the ceiling - until a particularly large one fell down on me in the middle of the night, then it was only every available flat vertical surface), but I think that fits the definition. The primary objects of my teenage desires tended to be actors or musicians with any combination of shaggy hair/ sexy eyes (usually blue)/ fuzzy chin/ muscular arms/ tattoos and they remain so to this day.


Whenever I come across an actor I like (irrespective of whether I have a crush on them) I like to view their back catalogue. Thanks to the Internet, you can have an actor's complete filmography in front of you in a matter of seconds and, thanks to streaming services like Netflix, be watching something from it in under a minute. As someone who tends to remember faces but is terrible with names it's a godsend - no more "where have I seen him before?" and having to trawl through my entire video library before eventually finding the one he'd been in like I had to as a teenager. This has, unfortunately, resulted in me watching some fucking awful films. It's a good job I have a fondness for bad horror films (1) because an alarmingly high number of these films have belonged to the horror genre - it seems a lot of actors start out in horror (2). It has also mean I've happened across some really good films I might not otherwise have watched were it not for the fact the actor I like is featured in them - sometimes only very briefly (3).


I've had a crush on David Tennant since I was fifteen, when he played Campbell in Takin' Over the Asylum, although I didn't watch much of the television he did after that until he appeared in the first episode of the 2000 remake of Randall and Hopkirk (Deceased) that starred Vic Reeves and Bob Mortimer. He then dropped off my radar again until five years later, when I have a very clear memory of seeing a trailer for Casanova and, wide-eyed, heart a-flutter, exclaiming "Campbell!" at the television and, quite literally, swooning. It wasn't long after this that he became the ninth actor to play The Doctor.

Doctor Who was one of my favourite television programmes as a child. When I started watching it, the Doctor was played by Tom Baker but, perhaps due to my tender age at the time, the one I remember most vividly is Sylvester McCoy - I was just ten when the series ended. It was a huge part of my childhood, forming the basis for many a lively conversation on the bus to the pool for swimming lessons (it aired the night before) and playground game. It also terrified me - I have a very clear recollection of being too scared to walk alone down our long, narrow hallway so I could go upstairs to use the loo after watching an episode of the 1987 story 'Paradise Towers', about a futuristic tower block with corridors patrolled by robotic killing machines called 'Cleaners' (4). When the BBC first announced they were making a new series, I instantly thought of that awful 1996 film that starred Paul McGann, which I'd hated because it was far too slick and polished - my Doctor Who was all about the wobbly sets, bad guys in rubber suits and bad visual effects. I was very wary. But I watched it anyway - I don't feel qualified to criticise things I haven't seen. And I thought it was fucking awesome. And then it was announced that David Tennant would be taking over as the Ninth Doctor.

David was an amazing Doctor. He was a huge fan of Doctor Who when he was growing up and it's so obvious from his performance that he thoroughly enjoyed making it. He brought such incredible energy and enthusiasm to the role and was simply a joy to watch. I was devastated when he left and I really couldn't see how that "funny-looking kid" (for that's what I called him then) Matt Smith would ever be able to fill his Converse. Some of my female friends stopped watching it. The doubts I had about Matt proved to be completely wrong. He was brilliant. Still funny-looking in my eyes but he made the role his own and I loved his Doctor to bit. One of my female friends didn't think he was funny-looking, she thought his was flippin' gorgeous. When Peter Capaldi was named as his replacement I remember her complaining that the Doctor shouldn't be played by "some old ugly bloke!" Women like her give fangirls a bad name - she doesn't watch Doctor Who any more since Matt left. Me? I was just as excited about this casting as I was about David Tennant's. Mainly because of this:


There's something about these Doctor Who fanboys that makes them excellent Doctors.


When I told my husband I'd been watching The Walking Dead he recalled how much I'd hated before. I really can't explain why I disliked it so much the first time I watched it. It completely baffles me, given just how much I love it now (5). Second time around it hooked me right from the start. It's so raw and visceral, action-packed, exciting edge-of-your-seat stuff and the characters are so well written and portrayed - you really do care about what happens to them so, when it's something bad, it's emotionally affecting too. Oh and...it isn't exactly short on eye candy (6).

Norman Reedus plays Daryl Dixon in The Walking Dead. Daryl doesn't appear in the first episode at all and Reedus is only a supporting cast member throughout the first season (7). Season One Daryl isn't particularly likable. He's stubborn, selfish, immature and quick-tempered. During Season Two he is angry, emotionally closed and isolates himself from the others. Although he shows kindness towards Carol when her daughter first disappears, he rebuffs her efforts to bring him back to the group later on and, although he demonstrates loyalty to the group, he shows he is willing to take extreme, violent measures to protect them. In Season Three he is much calmer and has reintegrated with the rest of the group, but his loyalties are tested with the unexpected return of his brother. The Season Three episode 'Home' marks a significant turning point for Daryl, and it is the events of this episode that saw him become my favourite character. It was also the point at which I realised I had a massive crush on Norman Reedus. It was that scene on the bridge that did it, and what follows immediately after - Daryl saves a Mexican family with a baby by taking out a bunch of walkers almost single-handedly (fangirling - oh my God does he look hot in that sequence!), then he stands up to his brother for the first time in his life before being forced to reveal some truly heartbreaking information about his past:

During an argument with his brother, Daryl's shirt is ripped, revealing scars on his back from the abuse he suffered (8) at the hands of their father. This also reveals a large tattoo on his right shoulder. I Googled to see whether it was real or just make-up for the character: it's real, he has several. So... referring back to the beginning of this post we have: shaggy hair - check, sexy eyes - check, fuzzy chin - check, muscular arms - check, and tattoos - check. Hence my massive crush on Norman Reedus. I am now thirty-six years old though, and my husband won't let me cover our bedroom walls with posters - spoilsport (9). So I have this on my desk instead.

It's not just me. When I mentioned this to one of my co-workers she got quite excited, started breathing heavily and said, and I quote, "Daryl... I'm in love!" It does seem that Daryl's fans are a rather, ahem, passionate bunch...


"If Daryl dies, we riot" is their catchphrase, apparently. Therefore I don't feel I can class myself as one of "Dixon's Vixens". Because I know that if/ when that happens; I will just bawl my fucking eyes out. I will probably swear at the TV. I will definitely tweet that I am bawling my fucking eyes out and swearing at the TV... lol. But I'll carry on watching next episode or next Season, as I have carried on watching Doctor Who, and enjoy watching him do other stuff.

I am a little embarrassed that I deliberately sought out the films Norman had worked on before The Walking Dead that I had already seen and only half-remembered him from. I even put myself through Pandorum (2009) again - only up until his character's death, which happens pretty early on, because by then I'd remembered just how fucking bad that film is (10). My husband instantly recognised Norman as 'Scud' from Blade II (2002). Watching that one back was funny because it quickly dawned on me that I had rather fancied him at the time... how did I seemingly forget this? And why did I not notice it before then? That's probably something I can't answer, I'm just sorry I didn't. I might have had more chance of catching him in some of the more obscure things he's done that aren't so easy to come by.

When I watch a film I've already seen I like to read the trivia and goofs sections on the IMDb. In the trivia section for Gossip (2000) it says that Norman Reedus created his artist character's artwork himself. That's interesting. I have a tendency to browse the Internet in a 'Six Degrees of Kevin Bacon' sort of way, this piece of trivia led me to Norman's IMDb profile, then to his Wikipedia page, then to his official website, then to his Twitter (obviously, I followed), which led me to his Instagram. I don't follow people on Instagram unless I like the pictures they post. I really like his. His feed is a fascinating mix of incredibly beautiful scenic shots, selfies, cat-ography, behind-the-scenes snaps from the set of the The Walking Dead, photos of his son (11), fan art and random pictures of some seriously. weird. shit. Weird shit his fans have sent to him. He seems to get sent a lot of weird shit. He's only got himself to blame: It seems Norman likes collecting souvenirs from the projects he's worked on and the places he's visited and his taste in souvenirs is... unusual. I mean, what could be more unusual than keeping a bag full of your co-star's beard clippings in your fridge (12)? Although I get the distinct impression from his social media that he is sometimes embarrassed and overwhelmed by the level of attention he receives, he is thankful and humble and there are times when he clearly revels in it and shamelessly baits his fangirls. Last year, Norman published a book of some of the fan art he's received and called it 'thanksforalltheniceness'. He sent signed copies to the fans whose artwork was featured. Sweet, right? But he was also asked in an interview "How do you fight off all the groupies?" and responded, "I try not to." Shameless fangirl baiting. He also posted this picture on his Instagram. There is no way he did not notice. There was also this. Utterly shameless fangirl baiting. I love it. And I'm happy to take the bait ;)




Footnotes:

(1) There are exceptions. Like Messengers 2: The Scarecrow (2009), which is just a terrible, terrible film.

(2) http://bloody-disgusting.com/editorials/3328512/11-famous-actors-got-start-horror/

(3) The Notorious Bettie Page (2005), Cadillac Records (2008), Pawn Shop Chronicles (2013), and Stretch (2014) all feature Norman Reedus in roles of increasing brevity, the latter consisting of a tiny cameo as "himself". I confess I only watched them because they came up when I searched for him on my streaming service (sadly, so did Messengers 2...) but it turned out there were many more reasons for me to enjoy them, and I enjoyed them all immensely.

(4) I know. But, at the time, they were fucking terrifying:




(5) I can only assume I wasn't thinking straight at the time - I was suffering with a horrible combination of post-traumatic stress and post-natal depression following the birth of my son.

(6) Don't misinterpret this statement. Though I can appreciate the visual appeal of most of the male case members, Norman Reedus is the only one who really does it for me.

(7) He has gone from being a supporting cast member to second billed in the opening credits. Now that's an exponential increase in popularity!

(8) With this shocking revelation, Daryl suddenly made sense to me. A lot of his personality traits - even the negative ones - are ones I recognise in myself. I know a lot of them come from having being abused as a child myself. Like Daryl, my abuser was someone who should have been responsible for my care (although not a relative), and it was never dealt with at the time. It's something I've never really tried to deal with since, something I hid - I suppose in a way I'm lucky that, unlike Daryl, I bear no physical scars. When I realised what was being revealed in that scene it brought it all back to me. It sounds corny, but watching Daryl start to come to terms with his past abuse has helped me start to come to terms with what happened to me. This probably explains why I feel such a strong connection to this particular character, and why I bawl like a frightened child whenever I see Daryl cry.

(9) I even offered to let him put up posters of the famous ladies he likes on his wall - and he's got more wall space that I have given mine has a fucking great window in it - and he still refused. He did buy me a poster of David Tennant as the Doctor which I hung on the door to the cupboard under the stairs though (the only reason it's not there any more is because it kept falling down - fucking Blu Tack - and got ripped) so there's hope yet.

(10) See also, Mimic (1997), although I did at least manage to make it to the end of that one and, to be fair, it was better than I had remembered. But still not great.

(11) I've never seen a picture of Norman Reedus as a child but the pictures he's shared of his son make me think that if he ever did I would probably think that he, like Adele, has actually cloned himself. Mind you, people look at my son and say it looks like I've cloned myself....

(12) I know famous people have some ridiculous stuff written about them, and you would be forgiven for thinking this is one of those things, because it's so weird, but it's trueI'm sitting here writing that that's weird but I also have a bag of someone else's hair - the clippings from my son's first haircut. I know a lot of parents keep a lock of their child's hair from their first haircut but not all of the hair like I have. And definitely not in a bag. I don't keep it in the fridge though....